I am DZOI

The first post is always the hardest

You’re probably wondering what this blog is for. I have no idea either. As if there’s anything else that I can write about other than motherhood which already fills my other two hard-to-maintain blogs.

Well actually, there’s more.

This blog as expected will be filled with stories about my little princess, Sandy and my everyday struggles to balance my work-at-home job while raising a kid and being a wife. But more importantly, I would like to have a separate space where I can write about what I feel and think without any restrictions. Consider this an extension of my main blog if you will. Being a mother is the best thing that has ever happened to me. And considering that I never wanted to have a child, I can safely say that I’m doing an awesome job. So awesome that somehow, in the middle of it all, I feel that I’m losing a big part of myself. It could be for the best because I wasn’t really that great to begin with. However, I will be lying if I say that I don’t miss who I was before all this. The woman who dreams of sleeping on top of a mountain with the wind blowing hard. Or the 10-year-old girl who can’t get enough of the stars and wishes to study them. As selfish as it may sound, I want to write about me - my dreams, my ideas, my points of view even if they don’t matter to anyone. At least then, I know, that in between being a mom, wife, and a provider; that bits of the old me still exist.

Don’t expect any enlightening articles or life changing posts here, though. In fact, you might just get the opposite.