In relation to the post before this, I don’t know what I will do if I lose my current work from home job. I can always apply as a Senior Designer somewhere but I just can’t imagine myself going back to working in a real office. Aside from the fact that the pay might be a little lower, I don’t know if I can ever leave Sandy at home. I need to think about my options though because there are times when I feel that my company is not doing very well. Although the bosses assure me every now and then, it doesn’t hurt to plan the future. I guess I can try working outside the country when Sandy’s a bit older. It’s what The Husband and I are planning to do in two years anyway. But can I do it? As much as I hate the government, crimes and poverty here in the Philippines, I still have the security of our family, the familiar smells and sights, the comfort of knowing where you are. I hate going out of my comfort zone so living in a foreign place just totally scares the sh!+ out of me. We’re not exactly business minded people so that’s just out of the question. We need a plan. If it were just the two of us, then I wouldn’t mind staying. The little girl’s future comes first however, and sad but true, I just don’t see any improvement for our country even ten to twenty years from now.