I am so uninspired. Again. I’m just tired of doing the same thing everyday. Same designs, same schedule, same clients. I am this close to applying for a job outside but I can’t really imagine leaving the house everyday and not knowing what goes on with Sandy the whole day. I know I need change but I’m not that strong to accept it.

Today I need to submit two mockups for a non-profit organization. I promised myself I’ll take my time in designing websites. Perhaps two days for each mockup unlike my usual 4-6 hours. But I’ve allowed offline distractions to rule my schedule that I don’t have the luxury to have any options at all. The best I can do is start after lunch and see what I can come up with until 10PM.

I am blaming it on the absence of sunshine for the past two days. I’m not always this gloomy. Or maybe it’s because I’m saying goodbye to my twenties in a couple of days.